DUH! Neyce.

24 hours. 1440 minutes. 86,400 seconds. It’ll just be you and me. We get to do whatever we want, no interference or anyone else. That’s all I want right now.

random tidbit

twas how it all started

and it was awesome.

who knew that’s what 24 hours could do.

wallamart, taco bell, nappertons, fun, shit ton of driving, shenanis, horror movie, 7 years.

bwaha

(via ladooores)

Soundtracks that i’m surprised to find myself liking/loving

the daredevil and jennifer’s body movie soundtracks.

I think i owned two copies of the daredevil soundtrack and would replay the shit out of it.

then there’s the jennifer’s body soundtrack. i want it. i watch the movie so i could hear the soundtrack.

That awkward moment when you’re washing your hands in the bathroom and you realize you had a stain on your shirt. But you never saw it and no one bothered to tell you earlier because it was near the underside of your boob. Curses.

“Matters of the heart shouldn’t be taken lightly”

I told my friend this a bit ago. Cause I wish she would cherish her heart as much as I cherish hers.

Random Tidbit/Ramble: Lost in SF

i was born in sf and have lived near sf for a good portion of my life but i still can’t get my neighborhoods down. it took me forever to even know that the neighborhoods existed. i’m foolish. half the time i just went. i knew them by different names or the streets.

i’m only somewhat familiar with downtown, soma, north beach, fisherman’s wharf, presidio, parts of the sunset, lake merced, golden gate park, haight, castro, china town, and the financial district. embarcadero?

i think what gets me is that some folks refer to some things differently so i get lost. or we just went to the places. i didn’t know that there were names. i look at these different maps and the maps have more or less than others. plus the city is pretty damn dense. i haven’t been everywhere in the city.

im not familiar with the richmond district. what’s funny when i look at this map i think i’ve been to the tenderloin. i remember looking through yelp one time and it said noe valley and i just thought to myself “where the fuck is that?”

i dunno i just wanna get to know this city more. i love this city.

random tidbit: national boyfriend day? really?

well sure why not.

i kinda still can’t believe that i have one. it’s been a while. even when i last had one i never really posted about it. i usually like to keep my romantic life and other aspects of my life separate. but this one’s pretty damn fucking cool. talking about it gets me a little embarrassed cause i’m not used to it. i’ve talked with a friend about all the traits i wanted in my ideal man and he fulfills every one of them. he makes me wonder what the fuck i’ve been doing before this. i don’t think i’ve ever been this happy and grateful to be with someone. i swear the making and beginning of our relationship is like that of a romantic comedy. folks who have heard the story would agree. i can see the the possibilities in our future but i enjoy and relish in the fun we’re having now. he keeps me on my toes and challenges me to be a better person. one last mushy thing before i finish this post he’s a keeper in my book and i feel absolutely lucky to have him.

holy shit that was mushy. meh. whatevs.

The Land Where The Sun Meets The Rain

what do you have in store for me in the years to come?

so my dad and I are making small talk at Denny’s and the conversation slowly drifts towards relationships. i recently told my dad about my boyfriend and at Denny’s he finally brings up

“i thought you and Marilyn were together”

For a while he thought my best friend and I were a couple. Although, or well at least i thought, he knew she had a boyfriend. My mom and my cousin told me this a long time ago when he was asking them if I was. Even though i knew, for some reason I thought that maybe they were playing a joke on me or they heard wrong. so when my dad finally brings it up that he thought that all I could respond with was “i know”. He told me that whenever his friends would ask about me and whether or not I had a boyfriend yet he would always reply with no.

“I think she plays for the other team. It’s ok I have nothing to worry about then”

Funny when I was talking to my boyfriend about telling my dad I about him our conversation went a roughly like this:

Ryan: When are you gonna tell your dad about us?
Me: Probably Friday. You know what’s funny? I think my dad still thinks I’m gay.
Ryan: Really? Well maybe he’ll be a little relieved that you’re into boys.
Me: I think he kind of likes that I might be gay. He wouldn’t have to worry about me getting preggers.

I always nervous about telling my dad about guys. I always thought that he’d be more ok with me being gay. Turns out I was right.

it’s nice to know that my family would accept me regardless of which gender i’m attracted to

Don’t ask questions you don’t want to know the answer to.

At the same time it’s difficult when the answer could possibly be something you need.

Need and want are two difficult things to differentiate at times.

At times I should probably be really thinking of what’s best.

blah blah blah

I hate being mad, sad, stressed and all that other stuff. Whenever I’m in a mood that I don’t want to be in I chant something to myself. 

Grass is green, sun is warm

For those who may not know it’s from The Next Karate Kid movie with the girl. The actual line is

“The sun is warm, the grass is green.”

It wasn’t until now that I looked it up that the actual line was the one above. But regardless when I’m caught up with my own emotions, saying these words seem to cool me down. I can feel the warmth of the sun and see a slight breeze gently move the grass in my imagination.  I also just think that it’s a hilarious line.  Some folks have heard me say this line to them if I’ve seen them in a similar situation. So yeps. Next time you’re in a mood think to yourself there are better things to think about like the grass being green and the sun being warm.

Something I like to do when people irritate the shit out of me is wish inconveniences on them. Rather than your momma jokes I sometimes go back and forth with my friends. See I don’t want to wish something terrible upon them that on the off chance it does happen I’ll be plagued and cursed with the thoughts for the rest of my life. Some examples:

- I hope that you stumble repeatedly when exiting your vehicle
- I hope that you set your alarm on pm rather than am
- I hope that cute girl gives you the wrong number. Better yet I hope it’s right but you lose it
- I hope that every light you come across is yellow but turns red right when you get there
- I hope your class gets cancelled after you’ve already commuted and it’s your only class
- I hope all your contacts get deleted on your phone
- I hope you run out of beer when it’s your turn to play beer pong
- I hope you step on a liquid with your socks on
- I hope you spill something on your shirt but dont realize it until the end of the day
- I hope the water suddenly turns frigid in the middle of your shower.
- I hope all they have is Pepsi when all you wanted was coke.

I could really go on. I love complimenting folks. Minus a few exceptions I have a hard time insulting people. This is what I resort to.

I hope inconvenient things happen to people who irritate me

loveechaos:

<3

Random Tidbit

These ghost pokemon are some of my favorite pokemon. i love them. my favorite pokemon are Ditto, Gengar and Vaporeon.

So I remember that I had a pretty epic dream last night, too bad i can barely remember it. BUT, the most memorable part of the dream was that I could fly on a broomstick! WHAT UP. and it was just me. my family was looking at me thinking “what? you can fly on a broomstick?” and apparently that was my first day doing that. Anytime i had to move to a different location or just sit I used my broomstick. it wasn’t a fancy one from harry potter, just a regular wooden one you’d see in your house. screw stairs, i’ll just fly there. it was cool. if i wasn’t near my broomstick i could have it fly to me. it was an interesting process in order to fly because i sometimes didn’t know if it’d keep working since that was my first time flying one. i had to stand there holding it and just fall forward while willing it to fly. it took concentration but it was super fun.

i think this is a sign that i’m going through harry potter withdrawals

I dunno what to do with those moments when you’re hit with a sudden burst of creativity. I see all these things and think to myself “Gee I think I wanna do that” and not long after I’ll see something and think “I wanna do this too”. Curses.

Draw, paint my nails, or write a blog. I feel the need to create something. I know you’re probably thinking that I should do all of them. I’m just thinking ahead. I know this creativity will burn out eventually. I’m just thinking of the right outlet to unleash it on first. 

I also dislike when these burst of creativity and inspiration happen whenever it wants not when I want it to.

Gonna get my mind off some things so why not use my imagine of mine to think of something positive?

A question I like to ask folks when we’re bonding in my car is “If you could have a dream house where money wasn’t a problem what would you want in it?” Of course I would push them to fully use their imagination.

Here are some things that I’d like in my dream house:

• I want it to be at least 3 stories tall. It will have an elevator that will only go up. Folks are saying they’ll just stay in it till it goes down. I’ll make it so that it won’t descend until everyone is off it. The only way to go down a level in my house would be via slide. I’m not sure if i want a giant ball pit at the end but yes slide.
• I’d give my friends their own bracelet and it’ll act as their own key to my house. Whenever they visit my house they’ll have their own entrance theme/song that’ll play when they enter the front door.
• There will be a room that is straight pillows and cushions. The walls will be used for visual entertainment. ex. movies and video games. The room will be stocked with every movie that’s been released as well as every video game with each respective system.
• There will be secret passageways littered around the house.
• One room will have weapons fully stocked for a Zombie Apocalypse. It will also act as the house safe room. Of course my house will be zombie proof but as a last measure I will have a safe room. Since I have all these weapons i’ll also have a shooting range.
• There will be a huge dance room for folks to dance in fully equipped with mirrors, refreshments and whatever. The dance room will be connected to the theater for whoever wants to perform. I’ll hold shows/concerts every now and then.
• For shits and giggles there’ll be a costume room where folks can dress up in whatever they want. Fuck if folks wanna walk around the house as ninja all day i’ll let them. 
• Of course I need a fuckin huge library like in Beauty and the Beast. With those damn rolling ladders. OHHH shiet. It’ll be filled with books, comics, and manga alike.
• I’m going to have a huge room be like an adult version of chuckie cheese/jungle jungle/discover zone. Complete with connected tubes, swinging ropes, and ball pits. This will also act as the place for our nerf wars.
• Art? I love art and a bunch of my friends do too. In this room there shall be a shit load of art materials for folks to do whatever they want. It’ll start off blank but you get the picture.
• Being the person who loves sports I’ll have a football field, basket ball court, baseball field, swimming pool and tennis courts. Maybe an ice skating rink just for the fun of it. As well as fully functioning gym for those gym heads.
• A homage to Richie Rich i’ll have my own McDonalds, kid-a-pult, and roller coaster. 

That’s all I’ll do for now. We’ll see what can be added to this in the future.