DUH! Neyce.

I maintain these empty relationships because I’m scared of being alone. I’m hung up on having a companion because I’m scared that no one else will find me worthy. I think im just as awesome and have as much to offer as the next person but I feel like maybe they won’t notice it the way I want them to

It’s a little saddening that I struggled writing that. In the sense that it took me effort not to down play how I felt. Which I find myself doing often.

I need to be more honest with myself and how I feel. Acknowledging I have a problem is the first step right?

/rant