I’ve had a few difficult times every now and then. It wasn’t until a couple years ago did I decide I should take out time for myself and do a little soul searching. It wasn’t anything too dramatic. I would just take a moment, maybe more, to just stop, think and reflect. Ask myself various questions and answer them. Like ‘what’re you doing here?’ ‘is what you’re doing what you want to do?’ ‘are you happy or at least content’ to simpler questions ‘am I hungry?’ ‘what do I feel like eating?’ sometimes I just let my mind wander.

I did this because I realized that things are difficult because I didnt really have a grasp of who I am. When you don’t have a firm grasp of who you are and what you want it’s hard to move forward. You’re so caught up with your choices that you don’t end up making one.

I realize that things change and people change. Although I thought I had found myself I let myself get away.

So here’s to finding myself again. I do love me a game of hide and seek.

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